what a emotional rollercoaster ride today. in the afternoon, got a call from hwa chong tennis teacher in charge to tell me that i got accepted for dsa. my first reaction was just 's*** s*** s***' throughout the entire phonecall. haha sorry for that but that was my reaction! before this call i was already leaning very much towards AC, then she tells me how the PE hod put in alot of effort to make sure i get into hwa chong, i felt so guilty that i might reject them and waste their efforts! and cos i found myself caught in such a terrible and confusing situation. this time more real than before cos i actually got accepted somewhere.
then after that i moaned and groaned to choey and bushy(congrats on the interview bush!), and even rachel called. i was SO confused! i just kept weighing everything out in my head and ended up back in the same place! both seriously have their pros and cons. then my parents came home, and so i told them during dinner. they were so proud of me, alot happier than i actually imagined. BOTH of them are so pro-hwa chong ok. how unfair, since their opinions are very important. my dad totally gave the 'you wanna be a big fish in a small pond, or a small fish in a big pond' analogy. and some mountain analogy that everyone knows. and my mum didnt understand why i bothered to try for dsa in the first place if i wanted to go to acjc. but yeah thanks mum and dad, it helped make things alot clearer. so right now, i would say its like 60-40 in favour of hwa chong. choey is gonna kill me. after i made her so confused about rj and ac.
yingmin even messaged me! haha how nice of her! i guess one of the things that is holding me back is that the ac team has all my friends there! ok fine not just the team, ac has alot of my friends there! i know i wanna make new friends but i dont wanna be so far from my good friends too!!
anyways thanks choey, bushy, rachel and yunhao for the advice!! much appreciated :D
i think im still very confused about the whole thing, but at least its much better now. don't blame me if i change lines again! this is too big a decision!!
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