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10:19 PM.
" Friday, March 30, 2007

friday night is finally here!! my precious fridays nights! hahaha too bad i had to have tuition :/
i came home, watched tv with my bro and slept for like 3 hours; just in time to shower and leave for tuition. but it's ok! the night is still young! haha who am i kidding. my entire saturday is packed from 8am to 12pm. i promised to finish my homework today but i havent touched anything. ahwells, i NEED to have my own time. if not it's such a saddo life :p

bushy reminded me to watch supernatural! mann the old wrinkly reaper dude looks so sick. anyways our group was so hyper today. everyone was like going nuts during recess. so funny!! haha its the magic of a friday!!

and tmr is DANCE DANCE -CAN YOU FEEL THE HEAT?

im so excited! after weeks for planning it's finally here!! rehearsal yesterday wasn't exactly what you would call smooth, at all. but im sure things will work out :D everyone has been putting in so much hard work and the dancers are GOOD. i shall not ruin it but that last group is SO GOOD. its scary. like frightening scary. jac and i were so freaked out! well i was freaked out anyway. well u gotta see it for yourself to know what im talking abt. hahaha before rehearsal wensi sandy and i were so excited to get walkie talkies for like 10 whole minutes we were yelling all kinds of things into the walkie talkies even though we were like 1m away from each other! then we ran around to hide ourselves and go 'do u know where i am!?' HAHA! so retarded! then after that some voice came 'eh security here. i can hear everything you've been saying!!'
HAHA so pai-seh! so we changed the frequency.

tmr, lunch at coronation with the gang (wearing our beautiful dance dance shirts!) then reporting for duty! cant wait! :D


10:03 PM.
" Monday, March 26, 2007

we did this survey on sleeping habits to help the study of some adolescents' sleep habits thing. haha i love doing this kinda surveys! but this one made me see what kind of a saddo i am. hahaha for a person who enjoys sleeping so much i am greatly deprived.

liz and i are on this $1.50 diet :) no spending more than $1.50 during recess. helps restrict both our very greedy natures and helps me save money. haha liz we must persevere!! WELL, we did say no more than that during recess, not really lunch now did we :D hehehe.


10:54 PM.
" Sunday, March 25, 2007

it's almost 11pm on a sunday night and i know i should be sleeping but since my sleep pattern is already so screwed up i figured ohwells :) this week has been really busy and i thought after that little spiritual crisis i had during the march hols everything has been straightened out since. it seemed that even though i was really tired with all the commitments God gave me purpose in everything so it wasnt that bad this week. but since yesterday night i think i've lost it again. crapp.

and today there was like some little situation during small group. i'm not sure how many ppl actually realised. after that wensi and i were all depressed. seems like we're facing similar personal problems with God. or ourselves. anyway i'm either just physically drained or pms-ing or something. but i think its cos im just so tired. on the surface everything's going fine but i realised today deep down it's not good at all. so many things that i can't even pinpoint whats really the problem.

BUT i will stop sounding like such a grouch. i have been blessed with many things too :) and today's beloved led worship again! yayy i love my band, and we're all together for another quarter!! except i gotta stop in june. now that's depressing. but i guess i'll be grateful for the time to study then. for once yangshen didnt choose make the songs incredibly high so i was really comfortable on stage today. could concentrate more on praising God then being overly conscious about how i sounded. though i gotta admit i was a little daunted today cos i heard myself so loudly over the amps and i was hoping i wasnt that loud on the house amps :S

OH. and jotham and shadrach were soooo FANTASTIC with the offering song! mann such talented brothers. haha and jotham was so modest. his talent is now uncovered!!

anyways, yes i love band beloved very much and band beloved loves corn pops very much :D
plus some things have been smoothed out about small group today and we can all just keep praying. yup that's it.


9:48 PM.
" Tuesday, March 20, 2007

trust his heart (chorus)

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see his plan
When you can't trace his hand
Trust His Heart

He alone is faithful and true
And He alone knows what is best for you


5:08 PM.
" Sunday, March 18, 2007

STEPH!! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH DEAR!!! <3
you have the honours of being at the head of my post!! :D
and you remembered to wear the same earrings we bought together last week!! though u cant tell from this pic :P

today was supposed to be this crosstrainers' event called 'Go Fish' in YM. like some amazing race thing to find some guy who has drifted real far from God. Like how the Bible says we're supposed to be fishers of men. haha get it? Go Fish.
BUT. our terrible small group ah. terrible terrible. only SIX of us showed up when there are at least 20 of us ok. at first it was just 4 of us. mil, si, michael and me. so pathetic! oh right and our group leaders didnt even come!! we felt so unwanted! hahaha and we didnt feel like joining another group, so we just took our bag of snacks and plopped ourselves outside the hall. -.- haha but it turned out to be a real fun day though everyone went to play Go Fish EXCEPT us!! then eugene returned after escaping for a while, then john who was real late finally joined us! eugene had his handy deck of cards in his bag so we played bridge!! haha they thought me how since i never played before. it's really fun! :) i think i got the hang of it after all.


haha the security guard was so funny. he didnt know how to use the camera. so both are kinda flawed :P
after sitting there for like one and a half hours we went to ps to go to the arcade! oh but stupid fat mil abandoned us to go meet some friend. played some scary shooting huge bugs thing with john. died first. raced daytona with si and john. got first :D then both of us watched the three guys play outrun 2, where you gotta drift all the turns. haha that was funny right si?! then all of us gathered around the spot-the-not machine thing when steph the birthday girl came!!! haha we can only play when they are at least 4 of us to help out. if not we so wouldnt last that long. after 2 rounds of spot-the-not (darn we were far from the high score!), steph and michael played their basketball shooting thingy and we went to pizza hut for lunch! and lung wen si i so do not have terror written all over my face in that pic :p


right and thongs joined us. they kept joking around with that poor waiter. and gdness, we started playing bridge in pizza hut! thank gdness we were sitted in the corner like we usually are, if not everyone would be so annoyed with us. though we wanted to treat steph, michael insisted on paying for her whole meal so i gotta buy u a present steph!


after that si and i had to leave to find out way to millenia walk so we could go use our privileged 30% discount at nike! :D hehehe go get ur own connections!haha si!! it was SO HILARIOUS walking through city link with you! and the (loud) conversation we were having! haha our dirty little secret ok?! :P seriously mann. next time im gonna be that provider of background info for your ____. anyways we met jo there. but all those new designs werent really what we thought they were. but we still bought stuff anyways! might as well right, and i bought a red nike football shirt for my bro :D so nice right? haha it was my way of apologising for hardly spending time with him this hol.

then si and i walked around millenia walk, and headed back to city hall mrt station. it was SUPER DUPER fun today with u si! love you lots my good buddy! dont know what i'd do without you! hahaha we should celebrate 10 full years of friendship at the end of this year :D muacks!

outside candy empire!! my favourite jellybeans!! just LOOK at that appetizing pic!! haha resist resist. bought twix pods in the end to share on friday :D
yes i love my small group too! though its always just that group of us. :( we need to GROW as a small group! that part is a little saddening. ahwells. last episode of hana kimi before getting the idea of school starting tmr in my head!


12:24 AM.
" Saturday, March 17, 2007

ok i guess it was rather bad to leave it hanging like that with my previous extremely depressing post. hahaha no worries i am a very happy kid right now! :D it was just a temporary thing. with a prayer He really made things alot better :)
so this holiday is coming to an end real quick. (oh no!!) I think im a little too much into the holiday mood now. so tmr i hope i have the discipline to tone down a little and start getting serious! if not i wont be able to take it when school starts.
right just so to remember what happened last night, eric is really NUTS.
and today! i went shopping with my sister! really fun!! except for the fact i had to lug my huge and heavy tennis bag around. we didnt really buy alot, wasnt enough time. i brought her to eat at the taiwan shih lin snacks shop! yummy yummy :) haha its really good to have an older sister. one of the important things is that you can steal all of her clothes, bags and accessories :) how convenient! hahaha
then after that, i was supposed to go to si's house to STUDY. BUT. that silly girl tempted me into watching the notebook and we didnt even touch a book at all! hahaa but the movie was real good! and stupid ah lung si! the DUCKS were extremely extremely cute ok! haha! then we rushed off for trng. first time trng at night. its good i guess, no sun to make my tan lines even more obvious.
i had loads of fun with you today ah lung si!! loveya!! <3
and i just finished watching the 10th episode of hana kimi on youtube. oh mann i nearly DIED laughing so hysterically!! my brother thought i was really weird and came into my room to ask me what's going on. then i realised i must have seemed insane laughing to myself when there's no noise in the room, cos i was using earphones!! hahaha whoops.
oh and i had an interesting dream yesterday. sadly dreams are usually forgotten and i cant remember much anymore. why is it that i can only remember all those creepy nightmares, even those i had when i was like 6. haha ohwells :D


11:02 PM.
" Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i am stressed beyond stress. somebody save me. but no one can. homework, PB, SA, st lukes, exams, cant take it. right now i just stare at everything and i am so so lost. help...
this morning we went down to revamp our SA board. spent like 3 and a half hours on it in the end i couldnt even go for the ss project meeting. i realised sandy and i are such perfectionists. like honestly, right down to details. but well, we cant have everything the way we want it, may hurt the feelings of others. should have taken a pic of the board before we revamped it. like a before and after kinda thing.
in the making...


the aluminium foil heading was my idea :D and the pop up suggestion box was sandy's :D notice how neat the word 'affairs' is? hahaha doings of a perfectionist. i cringe at the sight of the word 'student'. ohwells.

someone save me



12:00 AM.
"

eeks im soo tired... what kind of holiday is this. i dont have time to be a NERD and start studying!! i NEED to STUDY!
but today was really fun i guess! though the guilt of not studying hasnt quite disappeared yet. i woke up at 7.30 just so i could go for this convention thingy at ACSI. beu and i didnt even know what on earth we were going for until we got there! we were lost but luckily i found someone we knew right at the doorstep! he said, oh you must be going for ISC right? (independent schools convention) beu and i gave each other blank looks and we were like.. yeah yeah we are! hahaha so we found the room in the end. we were helping out with the prefectorial board and student leadership section. one lady interrogated us. luckily the nonsense we spouted sounded pretty sensible :D it was really fun with u today beu dear!!! talking about all kinds of things and trying to stifle our laughter as all the guests walked by. and singing your silly jingle!! :D haha love ya!

after reaching home i wanted to nap for a while before going for my match but there were all sorts of things to do. seriously every single time i got on some bus or mrt today, i was just DEAD to the world! if i didnt have to rush home or get to kallang i'll just let the bus or mrt bring me round and round till i finally decide i wanna wake up.
gdness today's game was really quite terrible. my first serve percentage was like what... 15%?!!? never so bad before. and i made like 4 double faults. the girl i was playing was rather nice :) she's french! hahaha i made a new friend today. but mistakes after mistakes mann. oh final score 6-1 6-2. ohwells, now i'll just have fun while getting STEAMROLLED by diane!

after jo finished her game we pleaded with the uncle to let us hit around. tiff and emelyn the sc girls, and jo and jia the mg girls :D but emelyn had to leave for tuition. so it was just the 3 of us whacking around! mann those 2 are like such spin-ny ppl!! spin, spin, spin! hahaha! super fun. tiff tried to explain to jo and me how ppl actually get a hickie. but i dont quite believe her. hahaha! she claims she knows because she saw her sister's first hand. ewww i still dont believer her :P then, we went to eat at KFC :D i havent eaten KFC chicken in the longest time. after that jo and i had to abandon tiff to go home while she waited till 9 for her doubles. what a way to spend time.
jo and i talked non-stop all the way home! and she bluetoothed me this really really cute thingy but somehow my phone doesnt have a screensaver so i cant use it :(

anyways i had tons of fun with emelyn tiff and jo today!! thanks u guys! :D
after coming home i had to start on all the SA stuff if not sandy dandy will just kill me. i've been slacking on them anyways :P
i NEED to study! have i said that already!? but it's so late now and we're just waiting around till it's time to pick my mummy up from the airport. yayy she's finally coming home!!! :D
and tmr i'll be spending my precious time in school for the SS project. uggh!! the school just comes up with different ways to torture us. we need to study!!


3:26 PM.
" Sunday, March 11, 2007

everyone has their own little secret
orange :D


2:08 PM.
"

i got a stupid walkover yesterday! grrr i really wanted points so i can keep my seed!! if i get past tmr's game i'll just go on to be trashed by tessa/diane. sighh... and i really wanted to play yesterday. but i stayed to watch wensi and jess' game! 6-0 6-2 :) good job guys! and i was talking to jess' mummy the whole time. she's so nice! hahaha plus she sent me all the way home from kallang after we went to pick up cute little camden from jess' cute little grandma's house. seriously! she's one of those grey haired cute little ladies who look like they could be everyone's grandma :D

wensi and i were croaking away in church today. cant wait to get rid of all the icky phelgm. once again we went to pepper lunch and drowned our food in honey brown sauce :D then we shopped for earrings! nail polish for wensi.

hols are here! and i realised im not as free for studying as i thought i was :/ sometimes i really dont like being involved in all these nonsense things. darn.


10:17 PM.
" Friday, March 9, 2007

thanks to everyone who asked! im feeling much better now! :D love u guys!
plus the doc gave me a nice pink spoon. that makes the cough medicine less nasty :P


oh and CONGRATS NETBALLERS!!! to BUSHY JAC and JUN- so proud of you guys for winning! u all totally deserve it! :D


2:35 PM.
"

sleeping for 11 hours has its advantages :) fever's gone but i sound terrible. i got out of bed and realised my floor was littered with used tissues. hahaha guess what they're filled with :p the grossest thing is that my palms are having cold sweat. so long as i dont get electrocuted!

now what am i gonna do with the rest of my free time... i really really hope i'll be well enough to play tmr. i dont wanna lose my seeding!!


8:30 PM.
" Thursday, March 8, 2007

interhouse cross country today. turf city was new terrain for most ppl. it was 3.7km long. i guess i dont detest it as much as before now :) i didnt get top 10 like i hoped to.. i got like 12th.. but ohwells i had a good run and those who overtook me at the last stretch totally deserved it. unlike me, they want it enough and are good enough to sprint to the end. it was really great pacing with jess! i never kept a good constant speed like today before! everytime we wanted to overtake someone, we would signal to each other and zoom! we're ahead of more people! :) if i wasnt pacing with jess i would definitely have slowed down somewhere along the way. right when we turned the bend for the last stretch we were supposed to pick up pace but i didnt think i could. so it was like

jia: jess go ahead
jess: you sure?
jia: yup. go!

and i was so super duper proud of jess!! she overtook like 3 people to get 7th place! haha my last year's placing.. -.- sigh, i always admired people who have such strong mindpower. must be like them! samantha and chowie overtook me at the last stretch. but they worked for it so good for them! only at the last 30m when i heard someone gaining on me, who was lianny, then i decided to sprint to the end! if not i would have got 13th. eee. hahaha

the cheering competition was pretty fun i guess. determined to be that enthusiastic house captain i told them to scream their lungs out! and us jacksonites yelled away!! but i think we got second in the end. oh and third for cross. lee won. nvm there's still swim meet!! go jackson! i liked it when we played bomb between the houses :D

then after that we had to walk all the way out of turf city to go to venezia! for st lukes meeting. hahaha it was really fun walking down with zhimin! to reward ourselves we filled our bellies with gelato ice cream!! i had triple :P dark chocolate, tiramisu and the new crunchy choc.. something. hahaha. its tastes fantastic! then after that my flu started to sink in again...
im so miserable.. fever definitely coming.. im so going home after taking my history test tmr. sorry bush, jac and jun.. forgive me for not supporting you guys tmr :/ sure you guys can do it! go mg!! and now i need to get a new box of tissues to blow my nose. hahaha


8:21 PM.
" Wednesday, March 7, 2007

i havent posted in an eternity! though there's an essay to be written and a history test to be studied for, they can wait for a while longer :) and to update about the highlights over the past week or so, let see...
there was synapse on saturday! on friday i was kinda regretting being so eager about going in the first place, since i nearly died of fatigue from stress and wanted to conk out during physics tuition. honestly, if you want to have a terrible loser-ish friday night, sign up for tuition from 7 to 9. it can kill.

7 mg gals! claire, bushy, si, me, diane, faith and raina!
Welding together as a Whole to Win. www. get it? :D
green shirts after war games!

but as usual, things arent as bad as u expect and synapse was real fun! our group was named PBJ for peanut butter and jelly. haha i stole it from 05's prefects nov camp. guilty as charged :) the games were pretty fun and there was a mass dance too! though it definitely cant hold a candle to the wesley camp's one last year. that was the ultimate best! but when everyone was so enthusiastic after remembering most of the steps, it was fun! i just liked the part where we started running so hard on the spot then jumped up high the air whooping away!

ooh how could i forget war games! whenever guys are involved in war games, its all about alliances, backstabbing and strategizing. trying to make it, professional, in a way i guess. it was really fun at first, waiting for the other teams to kill each other and patiently pelting the few stray ones who bravely wandered into our territory. so with that wonderful strategy, we lasted really long into the 'war'. with the guys lurking out to make attacks and defending the front line, majority of the girls huddled around the flag, sacrificing their dry bodies, which soon became wet, in order to protect the precious flag. so we managed to destroy two out of three of the other teams' flags as well as one decoy flag. then all of a sudden, the other team, angered that we had destroyed their flag, broke the rules of the game and decided to take revenge. it was like mayhem when they suddenly swarmed round the flag and tried to lash their arms out to rip our flag! more than 10 girls firmly huddled around the flag and keep those crazy people away. but it was so so violent!! this one guy next to me suddenly flung his hand into the circle and ripped through our flag! not to mention that the hula hoop was already broken in the struggle. water bombs were flying, buckets of water were pouring down on us. it was seriously violent as they pushed through and finally ripped our flag to itty itty bits. and that, was the most scary but fun war game i ever had. the closest to a war i ever been through. unlike the slc one :p hahaha super fun.
and the PL girls were so friendly! oh gdness but creepy, crazy charlene (whatever you wanna call her) is over-friendly! hahaha love u too charlene! and grace, jodie, elizabeth, charmaine too! wont forget u girls! :D PBJ was a great group! our campfire item was definitely not bad at all! hahaha. freshly squeezed from the biggest jellyfish from the oceans!
PBJ!! <3
and yesterday during bio prac, we had our long-awaited eyeball dissection!! haha i was rather scared at first just thinking abt it. i mean the heart wasnt staring back at the me, but the eyeball could totally stare back at me while i slit it open. thank gdness i wasnt having a stomachache like during the heart dissection, i remember the smell just made me wanna puke.
so bush (my favourite and my only lab partner in the whole wide world!) and i bravely took on the task of dissecting the eye only after a few screams and squeals. it was really really fascinating! after painstakingly removing all the.. stuff.. around the eyeball, we managed to slit it open and examine it closely. the best way to learn about organs is really to have a look at the real thing itself. too bad theres no more dissections... but that was real fun bush!! we should have brought out cams!
well i cant think of any other major things that happened. oh health awareness week. hahaha. we did pretty ok for mass skipping 4h! we got.. second? haha well we were top 3 anyways :) and tmr is the cross country run at turf city. darn new terrain. i hate that horrible track. macritchie anyday! and theres an awful bug going around. wensi is already sick and im halfway there. darn.


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