it's almost 11pm on a sunday night and i know i should be sleeping but since my sleep pattern is already so screwed up i figured ohwells :) this week has been really busy and i thought after that little spiritual crisis i had during the march hols everything has been straightened out since. it seemed that even though i was really tired with all the commitments God gave me purpose in everything so it wasnt that bad this week. but since yesterday night i think i've lost it again. crapp.
and today there was like some little situation during small group. i'm not sure how many ppl actually realised. after that wensi and i were all depressed. seems like we're facing similar personal problems with God. or ourselves. anyway i'm either just physically drained or pms-ing or something. but i think its cos im just so tired. on the surface everything's going fine but i realised today deep down it's not good at all. so many things that i can't even pinpoint whats really the problem.
BUT i will stop sounding like such a grouch. i have been blessed with many things too :) and today's beloved led worship again! yayy i love my band, and we're all together for another quarter!! except i gotta stop in june. now that's depressing. but i guess i'll be grateful for the time to study then. for once yangshen didnt choose make the songs incredibly high so i was really comfortable on stage today. could concentrate more on praising God then being overly conscious about how i sounded. though i gotta admit i was a little daunted today cos i heard myself so loudly over the amps and i was hoping i wasnt that loud on the house amps :S
OH. and jotham and shadrach were soooo FANTASTIC with the offering song! mann such talented brothers. haha and jotham was so modest. his talent is now uncovered!!
anyways, yes i love band beloved very much and band beloved loves corn pops very much :D
plus some things have been smoothed out about small group today and we can all just keep praying. yup that's it.
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I wanna grow in the light of the Lord, I wanna be happy all the time, I don't wanna grow up just yet :P
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